In Dark Moments of Caregiving-Sing Hallelujah

God lets us know, through unexpected ways, that He will never leave us. Sometimes that way is through song.

God lets us know, through unexpected ways, that He will never leave us. Sometimes that way is through song.

The anesthesiologist let us know, in subtle ways, that he didn’t really appreciate having this emergency procedure to squeeze in amongst all the other operations scheduled for the day.  A little impatient, a little harried, and just a little unsettled that we parents were still standing by four-year-old Andrew’s gurney.  Of course, at this point in the journey, we didn’t have a clue where we should be standing.  We’d stood outside the chemo room while Andrew was given his first dose of cell-killing poison.  We’d been outside the treatment room while they drilled for marrow and poked a giant hole in his spine to see if the cancer was there, and we’d been standing at the bedside through discussions and procedures we hadn’t even known existed before this leukemia thing.

This time we were standing beside the gurney, awaiting the installation of Andrew’s port in his chest.  They had advised of us of the risks involved with this surgery, but there really weren’t any other options.  The alternative to not having the operation was not good and so we agreed, with fear and trembling but a firm grasp on faith.

The anesthesiologist bustled around, doing his thing in readying Andrew for his operation.  The Doctor informed us that we could stay until Andrew went to sleep.  Yeah, we thought so, too.

As the drug was injected into Andrew’s IV tube, his blinks slowed way down, and he looked up at us with bewilderment.  He blinked long again and began to sing softly, “Sing hallelujah to the Lord.”

The anesthesiologist looked up from the tube and impatiently probed, “What did he say? That made no sense.”

Andrew sighed dramatically and slowly, and then a little more loudly, sang the second line of the song, “Sing hallelujah to the Lord!”  Then he drifted off to sleep.

God and a four-year-old had given the newbie cancer caregiver parents comfort in a dark moment.  We knew no matter the outcome of the operation or the chemo, or anything else, Andrew was going to all right.

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